we're all liars !

semua orang bilang kita pembohong.
oke, fine. kita emang bohong. we pretend to be good because we are trying to be the good one !
but we failed !
you know be kind is not our personality ? it's not us for being kind !
we just pretend that yes, we have to be the same human.
we are also asking ourselves, why do we can't be good.
we always see you can be good to others like naturally. but, why we can't ?
so we tried.
but, we failed.
again, I said, we failed.
doesn't mean we did it without any goals, without any reasons.
we have so many reasons for that.
doesn't mean what we ever give to you is a lie, no...
we did it. we mean it.
we just can't continue to do it.
we can't..
it's really hard for us to pretend to be good.
always look happy for you.
we can't..
i can't..
i'm tired.
the moment of happy, is not that long.. I'm sorry..
doesn't mean we don't happy,
it's just....temporary.
sorry.