❤

play this song while you're reading. hehe
song's source : youtube (cover)

I'm too busy looking for something to laugh.
Cause i'm refusing to remember what hurts me.
Ah, yeah...
There's a person that close to me but not so close.
His life isn't as lucky as I am.
I'm not hungry but he's starving.
I can go w/ my bike but he's walking.
No he isn't my dad.
Don't ever judge only dad that can lift those burdens..
but, we...
are lifting our burdens by ourselves.
I know I have a blanket on my bed but he has only his body to warm himself.
and a cat.
Glad, he has a cat.
He can share the joy w/ his nine souls apart in a body of a cat.
Yes, he is kind and lovely.
He can leave his wills only for me and said it to him.
Don't know if he knew that I heard it or not.
I'm just feeling guilty cause I couldn't pay my owes soon.
I'm sorry...I'm afraid if I'm taking your dream...
I can't save you...

God,...

save him..

cause I love him. ❤